Im ill :(

yes bloggy i am ill

i woke up this morining with one hour sleep….wow the life of an insomniac is hard >_< *but it was kinda my fault i should have tried to go sleep earlier >_> but chatting to my kylie is much more funner ^^ *Being an insomniac hasnt ever really effected me that much but it seems that this time its getting harder….. since about christmas time, i havent been able to sleep properly but these last 4 weeks having been terrable…..and it seems everything has gotten just to much for me >_> i am so dizzy when i wake up and feel nausiated >_<….. i’ve even blacked out a couple of times and right now i havent eaten a thing in about 5 days i just dont feel hungey at all, im feeling weaker and weaker, i hope that things get better soon i hate being like this……….i also still had to go to college even if i dont have any work…darn parents and there fear of letting you stay at home, they dont seem to see a big deal in me not being able to sleep or eat….but then again they are worried alot about my sister so i dont blame them ^^ i do hope i get much better soon and be back to my cheery old self again ^^

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