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blackshuck — Fri, 23 Mar 2007 00:04:37 +0000

i cnt be bothered to write a blog today im curentlly pissed off for no perticular reason at all….eh! Im having an emo day ^^ ha! and i have to post everyday……..i think >_> aint that right for a blog??? oh my i just realised all my posts are a day behind…coz i post them all usally after midnight ahahahahha so ur reading everything the wrong way round…..>_>good bye boggy thing…u can just hope tomorrow i will have a much intereting blog rather than this shit >_> xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ahhh rant time

blackshuck — Thu, 22 Mar 2007 02:53:42 +0000

today was pretty much un eventful, so i am going to rant a bit….about my daily trip to college….which involves a nice long jouney which i cnt stand….first i have to run to the bus stop beocuse im usally late….by the time i turn the corner a bus just goes past me…im telling you it waits untill im just there so the bus driver can laugh at me…..by now its usally by this time its is packed with skool kids and people off to work….this is means that every bus for the nxt half an hour will go past me….even thought these lazy people could easly walk to the station from where i live……..now at long last i get on my bus by now i now have to stand up for the whole entire bus journey……getting pushed around, stamped on my feet, perved on…basically the lot >_>

u know theres a rascit joke that goes with my bus “whats black on the inside and red on the out? a “xx” bus” not that im rascist i just thought i was so true….as a few months ago some gangsta group was on the bus and i dont know what happened but they grabbed this guy chucked him off the bus…came out and stamped on his face and were kicking him…..it was awful…..then they just got bk on the bus o.O

Theres also alot of older people when i get on at midday…..these maybe the worst kind as they smell….they try to chat to you….wen you obbviouslly dont want to talk back to them also you have to give up your seats for them….and never a word of thanks…..old bags!!!!!

chav central on my bus you cant get rid of them, they seem to be taking over the world there annoying little whiny voices and there horrid skany clothes…usally holding a baby or to and a larger in the other hand and there only about 13 disgusiting!!!

the seats are uncomfy….it smells of piss….graffi everywere…people smoking joints ^^ yes its one bad bus!!!!!

ahhh thats enough of my retched moaning dont wori i hopefully wont be moaning much more laterly sori to put u through that well the only other thing that happened today is that i had a argument with a teacher…she said we tlked weird and our convos were to bizzard she could never be envolved in one…..i turn around and go id proberly find ur convos to boring ha here face was jokes ^^

and a fun nite tlk weird stuff on msn…..what a night ^^ well good night bloggy

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Im ill :(

blackshuck — Tue, 20 Mar 2007 14:48:38 +0000

yes bloggy i am ill

i woke up this morining with one hour sleep….wow the life of an insomniac is hard >_< *but it was kinda my fault i should have tried to go sleep earlier >_> but chatting to my kylie is much more funner ^^ *Being an insomniac hasnt ever really effected me that much but it seems that this time its getting harder….. since about christmas time, i havent been able to sleep properly but these last 4 weeks having been terrable…..and it seems everything has gotten just to much for me >_> i am so dizzy when i wake up and feel nausiated >_<….. i’ve even blacked out a couple of times and right now i havent eaten a thing in about 5 days i just dont feel hungey at all, im feeling weaker and weaker, i hope that things get better soon i hate being like this……….i also still had to go to college even if i dont have any work…darn parents and there fear of letting you stay at home, they dont seem to see a big deal in me not being able to sleep or eat….but then again they are worried alot about my sister so i dont blame them ^^ i do hope i get much better soon and be back to my cheery old self again ^^

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wow blog the day just got better

blackshuck — Mon, 19 Mar 2007 19:45:55 +0000

yea, so what two posts in one day what u gonna do about hee hee but guess what im now engaged to my wonderful fiancie!!!!!!! just thought i would share the good news…………you better blog this as well kylie ^^ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx not very romantic thought throught email

awww another bad day :(

blackshuck — Mon, 19 Mar 2007 18:51:47 +0000

Hello bloggy thing, as i am writing this i am very very pissed off!!! I get to college only to find i have left my card to get in at home…..woo a loverly two hour trip, yes….my bloddy bus does take this long!!!! and is either full up with school kids or old people……when i finally arive BACK AGAIN at my college ……go up to the wonderful tenth floor art rooms…..sit down, “oh you didnt miss much only a 2 week extension” WHAT WHAT okies maybe i shouldnt get so angery….but i worked my ass off to get to this deadline…..to make it to this FUCKING high standered……why all the people that dont even care get away with doing shit all and then getting an extra few fucking weeks………i of course stormed out of the classroom the bloody cheek they could have at least told us we had this extention before hand……………and right after i storm out i run into my crappy teacher…..who explains its okay i want you to redo your t-shirt you can do this in the 2 weeks………..”YOU HAVE TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME” i worked my hands to the bone making that t-shirt you can still see the pinpricks on my hands……”i think you could have done harder” bloody hell me and two other people are the only ones that work in this whole entire class and ur saying i could have TO WORK HARDER!!!!!!!!!!! harder that working my fucking ass off what more do you want me to do…..im already working at a distinction grade >_> can teachers just for once comment about how good your doing??? So yeah i am now curenttly no so much pissed off but sad and in dispear >_> bloody hell……….im just gonna curl up and die X_X uhhhh i wish that college did burn down with my tacher in it….and all those losers that got a nice extension were i worked my ass of i bet they still fail….and of course this means im behind on my other units becouse were taking time on this one…………i think i may decide to not go in for two weeks enjoy some stuff and relax go out and have some fun…… ^^ yea…..oh well bloggy thing wish me luck >_> all i ever wanted was to be a pretty artist xxxxxxxxxx i need some loving

oh shit bloggy thing…….

blackshuck — Mon, 19 Mar 2007 00:34:14 +0000

well todays been sooo bad everythings gone wrong……….a person i was talking to really well and we got along so greatly……asked how old i was i told him 16 like i am and he was like OMG……….You see i thought i had said this in the first place…..anyway hes only 19 it aint that big difference its not like some old 30 year old ^^ but im am just really sorry i never ment to forget to tell you…..and i fear we wont be as close now. This is such a sad day and also to hear hes been kicked out of his appartmeant as well thing havent been going to great for him either……………oh woe is me, o woe is me……i might just turn emo…..but as im writing this it seems that things arnt so bad……..hee hee woop woop…..love is in the air ha! ha! ^^

well…………….good bye bloogy thing

wow a “fantastic” day at the cinema

blackshuck — Mon, 19 Mar 2007 00:33:48 +0000

hellooo boggy thing (missed me??)
Today, was oh so funny…well no it wasnt at all i had two hrs sleep and woke up ill as anything with my friend ringing me up goin “becca, becca we need to go out mother’s day is tommow i need to get my mum a present” oh crap!!! but it was all so fun untill we decided to go watch the new film thats out……”preminition” this is now nomminated as my worse film of the year award….and is easly winning!!!! and for all of those reading this DONT watch it…..the end of the movie i actually shouted out “what a waste of my life” and money for that matter £5.90 i could have brought myself a nice film to watch on dvd………..well now happy again now, online tlking to my brilliant friends ha ha!!

oh and chucked popcorn at the screen when an advert for apple came on woop woop!!!

luff u all *big hugs* xxxx

do ppl actually read these things??? am i just wasting my life away???? hummm oh well

Hello world!

blackshuck — Sat, 17 Mar 2007 03:39:11 +0000

wow my first eva bloggy thing and i dnt even know what they are properly do i just use it as a diary thingy i hope that what they are???

well……today i went to college to do some art work yea im an art studant person…..did that came home and tlked to my wonderful kyleie friend person >_< and we had loads of little chats about random things what is always fun, but he is obbsesied with apple computers..he even takes his laptop and snuggles it to go to sleep ^^ only joking hes gonna hate me for this well any who i want ppl to comment and prove him wrong whats better PCs or MACs???? go on be on my side

luff u all my bloggy friends ta ta 4 now xxxxxxxxxx